I notice the rain dripping out side. My senses tingled as I closed my eyes. The rainy day was soon over. I heard no thunder. It was pleasant, peaceful, mind clearing,
like when you at a fish tank, your mind is cleared and no thoughts are traveling through your brain. Such feeling could not be described. No word to tell the feeling I
feel. Such happiness was normal for me, and I never feel depressed, no need to release the madness that runs through the veins of others. I am one of a kind, no presence holds such happiness. You would think that my life is perfect, but such thoughts are considered 'nonsense. My life is the complete opposite of what you people
call 'perfect'. See, I live in an abandoned trailer. In a ghost town of a trailer park. There's Earl, Gwen and Benjamin. Earl is pervert, he's always bothering me , knocking on my door, Asking for Syrup. Who needs syrup 4 times a day? Though woe was drenched in me, I am living my life, always thinking that my life was a fantasy. I have hallucinations, I have a little German Shepherd. His name is Rosco. He loves to talk to me, but then there's his brother, Ink. Ink is a bad dog, filling the holes of my heart with lies that would normally affect the normal human, but as you know, I'm not normal. Released out of Shady Trees Mental Hospital at Age 17, I decided to dedicate my life to happiness. I will not let anything bring my high spirit and confidence down. Gwen is a sweet girl, she was ditched by her whole family, who excluded her from everything. She looks at herself as a supermodel pop star, when in reality, she's more crazy then me. At age 12 she decided her new hair was shaved, so each month, she shaved her head, she still commit's to this action. Benjamin is my brother, he is the guardian of me, he was assigned specifically for me because our relationship is hard as concrete. He is a normal human being, though he lives with me. Our trailer is the nicest out of the entire trailer park. We have a sun room and 4 bedrooms. My other friend is Staci. She assure's me that my family will come back for me, when her and I both know they won't. As a child, I lived a very normal life, but at age 7 I noticed there where people all around me, telling me to throw things and hurt people. Their words were intimidating, so I did what they said, but at age 11 I was sent to the Mental Hospital. They forced me to go, even when I begged for mercy. It's all their fault. I still see them, in corners, or hiding. They wait for me, wait for me to be their little dolly. So they can use my body, make me do things I normally wouldn't do. Those 6 years, I could have been out, living life to the fullest. But it's all their fault, they practically grabbed me by the arms and dragged me in. Kind of like fish on a hook, they reeled me in. I couldn't escape. Such a life was rare, I had not met anyone who acted similar. But my whole life, I didn't go to school. I wasn't wee educated, I don't know math, Geography and science, but Language Arts is my favorite. Ben tells me about this place they call 'School'. Sound Fascinating. Though it's states from Shady Trees that I was not allowed to interact with other people. And I will never be able to, except a few selective people. People who I told myself not to hit, that kind of control didn't require any power. Whenever the people get hit once, they give up, like if it were World War ll, Once they fall down, they call a truce. I felt like I was dying.
"BEN!"*cough*"BBBEEENNN!" I hollered with my Raspy voice.
"What is it Sam?" He walked into the room and sipped his tea, he acted so fake.
"I need a drink! What do we have??" I gazed at him.
"Uh, nothing much, just 1 canteen of water."
"ONE CANTEEN?!" I Screamed at my loudest volume. "WHERE DID IT ALL GO?!"
"In the toilet" He stared at me with a blank face,(.____.)" You drank it all, haven't you been paying attention?"
"No not really, I've kind of been on Auto Pilot.."
"whats that?" He questioned.
"I guess I haven't been paying attention. I don't know, can we get more water?"
"Uh, I haven't gotten the monthly 500$ Shady Trees gives me, so I guess I can spend a little bit of money till they send the 500. "
"Okay." I nodded. I got up and slowly and walked over to my brother.
"Why did they send me there?" I looked up at him, I could tell he felt pity for me.
"Who?" He looked down, He was much taller than me.
"Them... Gabriel, Belle, and Taylor. Why did they do this to me? If they hadn't messed with my head, I would be a fine adult. I would be living a semi normal life! Why don't we just get a house?" I pleaded. Voice broke down, as I hugged my brother, I was happy that I actually had something somewhat similar to a house, but an actual house would be really nice, it would make me feel normal.
"I just don't have the money right now, It's either we get a house or food, and if we manage to get both, our food would be limited, we wouldn't have a lot. I love you a lot, and I don't like you feeling abnormal, so I'll try my best. " He lost grasp of me, and walked away, I have no clue where he was going, but, we both knew the conversation couldn't continue.